october seven
RYLE's birthday. i had a great day with my friends. from school, we went toPortal West and fooled around the internet cafe, then we had dinner at CityBurger, then had shots at Garahe. ALL EXPENSES PAID BY THE BIRTHDAY BOY.how great is that? haha. but that terrific day was not just like any othergroovy days that i had with my friends. that day became a momentous one. how?well, to shorten the lengthy story, let's just put it this way..t'was the day when my guy and i officially got committed. actually, i officiallycalled him "mine" when i was soooo drunk! yeah, i disbursed four bottles ofRed Horse Beer when we were in Garahe and deo went there to pick me up. goodthing i still remembered the "you're-mine-im-yours drama" the following day.haha! it was a vast!
november seven
JUDY's birthday. first monthsary. i was caught between my friends and my boyfriend.t'was my great "ONI" [korean for ate/bigsis] and ex korean dormate's birthday,and at the same time, our first ever monthsary. he got a little upset, though.coz i had dinner with my friends and not with him. but hey, we had lunch together!nevertheless, i know dinner's more apt when it comes to stuff like "monthsaries".at least i still ended the day with him, walking in the rain. he was kinda not on the mood,though. indeed, not an earth-shattering day for a couple like us.
december seven
pacquiao's big fight. second monthsary. broken plans. first plan: watch pacquiao'sbig fight TOGETHER. but he ended up watching alone in their dorm and i was only in ourdorm alone since he wasnt able to wake up early. second plan: have lunch TOGETHER. buti ended up eating DORM FOOD with my dormmates since he certainly dont wanna missthe fight. good thing the fight was not that exciting and we ended up going to church andate dinner TOGETHER. and we had "sweet nothings" for hours! though the supposed to be"OUR" day didnt start right, at least it ended remarkable and both of us, ECSTATIC!
seven. seven. seven. every seventh day of the month seems to have a clash with ourfete. but i must say, that makes the tricky, exigent part. though we hadnt made any ofOUR DAY special yet, i still dont wanna give somebody the slip. gosh! i'm in love! [*wink*] =p
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
how i got my ACE
*i will never fall in love again in this diminutive place.*
--that was my dictum, let say 4-5 months ago, after being in a crucial situationwhere i almost ruined a relationship and I, in a "he-broke-my-heart-into-pieces"fuss.
t'wasnt that long until i met "karl" who kept on boggling me to have my numberbecause of his friend whom he said has a crush on me. then i deliberately gave it.
then i met the "ACES". and candidly speaking, they kinda reformed my clear-cutlife.
roughly 3 months ago, we got intimate with one of the aces ('m not referring to karl's friend in the upperhead,but another ace).
who is he?
i say, he doesnt exist in the prodigy realm, and he's not even the heartthrob kind of gent.he just have lil looks and a bit ghastly yet rational 'tude, yet i seem to be chopped down in his tangible presence!
few weeks after, we've been hanging out together, and then he courted me. that moment, i was sure i didnt love him. but he was friggin' mild to me and totally diverting to be with!
crap. my dictum just cracked. shattered. i just fell. directly to the graveyard.
initially, i really, really HATE it. falling too fast, too deep-- its my sickness. fatal, incurable.
and I JUST CAN'T STOP IT!!
but then, i gave in. i went to the flow. i admitted my defeat, and accepted it. i stopped trying to stop what i felt.
until we now have a not-so-doomed ENCHANTED tale. =)
--that was my dictum, let say 4-5 months ago, after being in a crucial situationwhere i almost ruined a relationship and I, in a "he-broke-my-heart-into-pieces"fuss.
t'wasnt that long until i met "karl" who kept on boggling me to have my numberbecause of his friend whom he said has a crush on me. then i deliberately gave it.
then i met the "ACES". and candidly speaking, they kinda reformed my clear-cutlife.
roughly 3 months ago, we got intimate with one of the aces ('m not referring to karl's friend in the upperhead,but another ace).
who is he?
i say, he doesnt exist in the prodigy realm, and he's not even the heartthrob kind of gent.he just have lil looks and a bit ghastly yet rational 'tude, yet i seem to be chopped down in his tangible presence!
few weeks after, we've been hanging out together, and then he courted me. that moment, i was sure i didnt love him. but he was friggin' mild to me and totally diverting to be with!
crap. my dictum just cracked. shattered. i just fell. directly to the graveyard.
initially, i really, really HATE it. falling too fast, too deep-- its my sickness. fatal, incurable.
and I JUST CAN'T STOP IT!!
but then, i gave in. i went to the flow. i admitted my defeat, and accepted it. i stopped trying to stop what i felt.
until we now have a not-so-doomed ENCHANTED tale. =)
we WERE close.
I MISS YOU. i wish you could hear my heart screeching those words everytime we convene.
yes, irrefutably. i dunno what went through my veins. why am i missing you so badly?now that i already have my knight and we're rigid?
i know what happened between us (beyond our friendship) were all just a game. a stupid, obtuse pastime.but that isnt what i miss. ITS OUR CLOSENESS.
the unending teases, the sharing of our likes and dislikes which we constantly have in common,your "asa ka ron?" messages, the PUKAWanay modes, the singing of songs which we revised and made it silly,the cheats, the whispering during religion class, the sharing of notes, editing pictures on my laptop,your urging mode when it comes to your cousin, the life story telling, our mutual plans in life,the drinking of fresh milk before going to sleep, your calls, the hugs, the walking in the rain,the hatid-sundo genre, the i-got-pissed-off-because-of-this-and-that, the secrets, the revelations,the jealous glow, the comforting modes, the le travellers cafe standbys, the billiard games, the videoke,the struggle for math 11, the stares of the people whenever we're together, your tick offs everytime i drink,the laughter, the tears, blah..blah..blah..
looking back on those points, it gives me a reason to hate myself for riding in with the game.we had the sweetest friendship juice, but we took a risk. a hazardous risk, and ended up a prejudiced game.
i admit, our intimacy gave color to my life here in this pristine place. im not expecting nor hoping to have ourcloseness back in a snap. but i just yearn for our friendship to be back.
those days are truly unforgettable. YOU are remarkable.
yes, irrefutably. i dunno what went through my veins. why am i missing you so badly?now that i already have my knight and we're rigid?
i know what happened between us (beyond our friendship) were all just a game. a stupid, obtuse pastime.but that isnt what i miss. ITS OUR CLOSENESS.
the unending teases, the sharing of our likes and dislikes which we constantly have in common,your "asa ka ron?" messages, the PUKAWanay modes, the singing of songs which we revised and made it silly,the cheats, the whispering during religion class, the sharing of notes, editing pictures on my laptop,your urging mode when it comes to your cousin, the life story telling, our mutual plans in life,the drinking of fresh milk before going to sleep, your calls, the hugs, the walking in the rain,the hatid-sundo genre, the i-got-pissed-off-because-of-this-and-that, the secrets, the revelations,the jealous glow, the comforting modes, the le travellers cafe standbys, the billiard games, the videoke,the struggle for math 11, the stares of the people whenever we're together, your tick offs everytime i drink,the laughter, the tears, blah..blah..blah..
looking back on those points, it gives me a reason to hate myself for riding in with the game.we had the sweetest friendship juice, but we took a risk. a hazardous risk, and ended up a prejudiced game.
i admit, our intimacy gave color to my life here in this pristine place. im not expecting nor hoping to have ourcloseness back in a snap. but i just yearn for our friendship to be back.
those days are truly unforgettable. YOU are remarkable.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
how catastrophic!
Tragic!
It was 2:00 in the morning. I was in a deep sleep and i was in the middle of my utmost dream in my life. I was dreaming about my ultimate crush, ROBI DOMINGO....when precipitously, i heard our house alarm! Damn it! My dream cut-off! ugh! My dad checked out if there was a burglar or whatever. But y'know what he only saw??? a cat! yes, a stupid cat passed through our house's censor that'z why it alarmed!! And only an innocent stupid cat interrupted the finest dream of my life!! ugghh!!
It was 2:00 in the morning. I was in a deep sleep and i was in the middle of my utmost dream in my life. I was dreaming about my ultimate crush, ROBI DOMINGO....when precipitously, i heard our house alarm! Damn it! My dream cut-off! ugh! My dad checked out if there was a burglar or whatever. But y'know what he only saw??? a cat! yes, a stupid cat passed through our house's censor that'z why it alarmed!! And only an innocent stupid cat interrupted the finest dream of my life!! ugghh!!
But thinking on the bright side, at least, it was just a cat and not a burglar! =)
Monday, April 28, 2008
taking a step closer
I was a typical high school student in a popular university in the city and i enjoyed being one. As a neophyte, i was known for being the boyish, astig girl in the first section that scares most freshmen. As a sophomore, i was a tenderfoot in the world of "politics". Unexpectedly, i was elected as the class mayor for the first time in my entire life. Though it was a tough responsibility, i still enjoyed my work and appreciated much of the respect of everyone around me. When I became a junior, my life became quite easier, having only the position of being the class vice mayor. Because of that, i had a lot of chances to do naughty things that happened for the first time in my life-- cheating, being always late, and not attending some subjects, to name a few. I had the best days in my life as a senior though i had huge responsibilities. For the second time, i was again voted as the class mayor. All of a sudden, i became a part of the Mayors' League, i was constantly appointed as the team leader which entail patience, hardwork and perseverance. Lastly, i was appointed as the level Ambassador of Goodwill which was totally mind-boggling for me.
When I graduated, it was categorically hard for me. I still dont wanna leave my high school life. But i couldnt do something about it, so i have to move on and put up with it.
Now, i will be taking a step closer to the real world, and that is the college life. A new life for me. I will be studying in a new school, distant from our place. Though i will be in a new environment, i still wont forget these important things i've learned from being a typical high school student: The greatest handicap is to fear, the most challenging thing to do is to begin, the most useless asset is pride, the scariest thing to do is to change, and the greatest mistake is to give up.
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