congratz! you just got yourself a new girlfriend! don't be jealous! mahal na rin kita!!

nyahaha! caught your attention? haha! the title wasnt really meant for you or anyone. it was just what was in my mind when he fessed up moments ago that he's jealous! i wanna play pranks with what he said. i wanted that line to be my reply! lol. but then i thought, it might spoil the moment. [moment?? yea! naa pud mi moments ui! haha!] he said it to me SERIOUSLY [with downright eye contact jud! haha]. but when i heard his "Nagseselos ako!" line, honestly, i wanna burst out laughing! tagalog man gud! t'was new. corny! [nosebleed] and i really didnt expect that that was his reason why he's not okay. lol. but at the corner of my mind, there was a thought saying, "awww..that's sweet." then i pinched his cheeks, smiled, and justified. moments after, i went back to the dorm and received a message from him saying, "mahal kasi kita kaya ganun." puta! ni-bukad akong atay brad! ROFL.

ughh! he's been filling up the missing pieces of my life jud! no jam! i mean, the stuff that i'v been longing to feel or hear from my fuckin' ex but i never did, i heard and felt it from MR. LEVEL TWO [what's with the name? ask his dormmates!hahaha]. and he's not even my boyfriend! diba? diba? diba? LOL. And everytime he's not around, i'm "craving" for his presence! why? 'coz IM ONLY ME WHEN IM WITH HIM. fine, it's a song! but i mean it, dude. i'm not afraid to reveal who i really am. i really dont know what's with him that im confident to show off my flaws. just like what the song conveys, "I don't try to hide my tears, the secrets or my deepest fears. Through it all nobody gets me like you do... im only me when im with you."

what is really with you??!! yer not that eye-catching hearthrob! neither a limb in the prodigy realm! you're (somehow) striking, though [in one way or another. hehe!]. and, ehem!..TDH-- tall, dark, and.... a hip Tribal user. hahaha! ay ambut! basta! that's it! i wont add more 'coz you might read this, and mu-bukad imong ilong!

nyahahaha!! yaddahh..yaddaahh..yaddaaahhh..!

[originally written last May 14, 09] :)