...you got me trippin', stumblin', flippin', fumblin'. . .
yea, soOo CLUMSY of me... cause I fell in love with a wrong guy.
WoOot! Okay, here's the thing. . .
Three months ago, we got acquainted. He's my friend's older brother. We have the same trippings at that time-- shots, joy rides, to name a few. We got really close, hearts bumped, and boom!. . . we fell in love. wooott! But that's not what this post is all about! duhh! i would never want to post something cheezy as our so called "love story" is.. yuck! [well honestly, i don't disgust him or what we had that much.] It's just, perhaps, the normal feeling or reaction to a girl who just got hurt and don't have any idea how long it will take her to be fully recovered from such pain from an A-hole bitch boy! LOL. ughh! I can't stop my fingers from typing what's on my mind right now! it's like my mood is totally set on blogging what's been boggling on my mind for weeks now! how i hate him for ditching my trust! for fooling around and make things easier for him, breaking up through text, deleting me on his facebook friends list, hating every message that i send to him. . . FUCK YOU FOR THAT!!!
ughh... then just this morning, i found out that you already have your KACY! damn! this is never happening!! i should be the first one who could find your replacement! I do have choices, though.. all i really have to do is to choose! but it seems like, i can't. It's not that i cant find someone who's better or more appropriate.. no.. It's that..i just dont want to replace you. SHIT. i friggin' hate myself for that!
now you know how fool i am with you [as if you'd care to read this] LOL.
at least at this very moment, I'm slowly..SLOWLY accepting everything. Thanks to Cezar who was always been there [though busy with poker sometimes. hehe]. But he's been trying to get 'that fuckin guy' out of my mind.
now what?? hmmm.. what could be a good ending with this post? fuck, i'm really typing what's on my mind.. SERIOUSLY. LITTERALLY. what the hell! woooott! maybe i should stop now. haiztt.. maybe this is because im missing a lot of people.. damak, aareen, maiza, cezar, and believe this or not, i'm actually missing the 'fuckin guy'! damn! shooot! ughh!
that's it. im gonna stop now. boo!
originally written last Oct. 23, 2009
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